Jacqueline.biishares the ♥

I'm sorry but I love you forever and ever.

2011-09-28T10:07:00.001-07:00

Pencil: I'm sorry
Eraser: For what? You didn't do anything wrong.
Pencil: I'm so...rry cos you get hurt bcos of me. Whenever I made a mistake, you're always there to erase it. But as you make my mistakes vanish, you lose a part of yourself. You get smaller and smaller each time.
Eraser: That's true. But I don't really mind. You see, I was made to do this. I was made to help you whenever you do something wrong. Even though one day, I know I'll be gone and you'll replace me with a new one, I'm actually happy with my job. So please, stop worrying. I hate seeing you sad. :)

I found this conversation between the pencil and the eraser very inspirational. Parents are like the eraser whereas their children are the pencil. They're always there for their children, cleaning up their mistakes. Sometimes along the way... they get hurt, and become smaller (older, and eventually pass on).

Though their children will eventually find someone new (spouse), but parents are still happy with what they do for their children, and will always hate seeing their precious ones worrying, or sad.

"All my life, I've been the pencil.. And it pains me to see the eraser that is my parents getting smaller and smaller each day.

For I know that one day, all that I'm left with would be eraser shavings and memories of what I used to have..."

This is to all the parents out there...

爸，妈
如果有一天你们读了这文章，
请接受你女儿我的道歉。
对不起，我让你们操心了二十一年，
我真的很庆幸的是你们的女儿。
我爱你们，一辈子的。♡

就当我坚持。

2011-08-23T11:49:00.000-07:00

我对你信任，不表示你可以放肆，更不代表你可以利用我的信任来伤害我

她的傷心不是因為你對她撒謊了，而是因為從今以後她再也沒辦法相信你。

吵架，並不會留下任何的輸贏，只會失去了很多本應珍惜的感情。

忍受，宁可直捉着伤自己的刀，我还不愿意放手。

坚持，就这次换我当那个淌着血却不离开的那位。

祈祷，我不会是最后被抛下的那位。

我很爱我们一笑一泪建起的感情。

所以，我很珍惜。

不是我傻，就当我坚持。

August ♩ ♪ ♬

2011-08-04T07:16:00.000-07:00

I know we are look FAT in this picture but i don't care. I just simply like this I don't know why.

WE are back, actually almost a month, I'm too lazy to blog. HAHA! Holiday in Melbourne was good, cold weather i love it but my body is too weak so I get sick during the holiday. =< I met many new faces, drunk everyday and night, eat a lot of good foods, shopping a little bit and snap tons of pictures! Conclusion, I had a great holiday in melbourne and Auburn family. We live together for 12 days, take care each others and having fun all the time. Young life, Let's crazy enjoy it! well, Pictures uploaded in my facebook, you could check it out here :))
Almost a month never update blog, so busy? Actually, not really so busy but because had took a short time managed myself to get back on the track ( holiday made me so lazy! :p )

Loves

Р Ȇ Å Ç è ♡̷

2011-07-11T11:40:00.000-07:00

I'm proud to say " I am Malaysian " If you are Malaysian or you read the latest international news you should know something about my dear country, Malaysia. Ya, there was a rally in my country called # Bersih = Clear I love my country, Yes. I do. But I do not like the government here, I dare to say this too. Because I hate racial discrimination. Honestly, I'm so sick of it because it bring us too much unfair treatment. Once, I log in my FB and Twitter I can't take my eyes off to those news about 9/7/2011 Berish. It's touched me, I did tears for our country. a rally that request for human rights and a fair election, we did this because we love this country, we want it improve and a peaceful environment. that all. WE NEVER WANT TO FIGHT OR WAR.

My fb status : " I feel so sad that we don't feel safe in this country. The people who scare us the most are the ones who are supposed to protect us. #bersih "

T_T

I'm just simply love to curly my hair although I know its look older. :b

Or you still prefer my long straight hair?

Or a cute little bun?

Crazy in love with pedicure lately,

I done this 2 months ago, a little bit like Indian style but I do like the blink*

kiss goodbye.

and now is time to do a new one

The left pinky pinky toe is darling KarenKho. and the right one is mine!
I called this as 乳豹！HAHAHAHAH

goodnight, counting down 3 days for the Melbourne's trip ☃
Happy holiday for me, okie?
☺

typical pisces ♓

2011-07-07T06:23:00.000-07:00

I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you. I do not like to wear on a mask, do not like to fake myself and i'm not expert to act in drama life that's why I called myself LOSER ☹

我就是我、如果受不了、就别走进我的世界。我不温柔、我脾气不好、我容易生气、我容易吃醋、我容易心痛、我敏感我容易胡思乱想、我很任性、我生气时不想说话、我开心了会一直傻笑、我受委屈会放在心里、我在乎了就想被你知道、我喜欢在伤心的时候听伤心的歌、我喜欢在开心的时候和在乎的人分享。我爱你，很简单。

Last, my very first tiffany & co on my hand.

•☀°♡◦∙°¨•♥•¨°∙◦♡°☀•

Half year gone. ✿

2011-06-30T05:53:00.000-07:00

Time flies fast, Is last day of the month June. Half a year is gone, July will be a brand new start. Career, due to the current company was so problematic, I did changed back to my old company. Hopefully everything will be alright and smooth, i don't want any so called politic problem again, annoyed indeed. Relationship, If you do read my previous chines post. You should know my relationship was turned on a red light but miracles comes to you when you believe. Yea, we patch up again. Once again, we do appreciated the chance given by each other. Love life always unreasonable and not easy, keep holding on if you still in love. Family, daddy almost retire so I will turn to be the one who bear and support my family financial, its so tough and stress hell i know. I'm just a 21years old girl, sometime i wonder am i strong enough to bear it all? I would like to have someone help me, back me up. But, face the reality girl, you have to. Fight for it, be tougher and stronger. I love my family. Friendship, after I broke off with the boy, I was depressed to the max. But true friends always by my side, I can see YOU and YOU. I truly appreciated you all, be my joker, laughter, listener, hand me up, lend me your shoulder, encourage me, bring me out, stay with me. Touching! loves.

Dye my hair, I ♥. Thanks the buddy Mr.Hoh.

I just simply love to spend my time with her, Qin En.

And the lovely one, i know I'm not alone, I always know i have you all. Thanks darling JiashinLee.

Guru of madness, Sammy! ☺ My best joker!

P/S: I love July because I gonna ✈ to Melbie with ♥

一天路过，一天错过，还有一天，好好把握

2011-06-20T06:51:00.000-07:00

是我 twitter 的朋友吗？如果你是，大概都知道我的状况吧。
很讽刺的说一句，才刚庆祝了两周年纪念。瞬眼间，我们的故事给烫下了句点。
经过了整半个月的折腾，我开始站起来了。
在这段时间还有以后的日子，朋友，家人...请别嫌我烦，因为我需要你们。
我实在没有以前打不死的坚强，没有以前的潇洒，但还有开朗的勇气。
我不想对任何人解释，我不想对任何人交代，更不想任何人担心。

“ 真正的朋友能读会懂我眼神中的哀伤，而其他人却相信我脸上的微笑。”

但是，亲爱的请别拆穿我，让我继续。请让我伪装我自己，让我习以为惯，
我会没事的，终有一天泪会干枯的。
终有一天我会习惯了没有依赖而坚强。
这一点的小伤口它还是随时碰就随时痛，泪也随时流。但是终有一天会愈合。

谢谢你，让我们一起走过七百九十四天。

终

我最親愛的

2011-06-07T06:04:00.000-07:00

很想知道你近況　
我聽人説還不如你對我講　
經過那段遺憾　
請你放心　我變得更加堅強　
世界不管怎樣荒涼　
愛過你就不怕孤單　

我最親愛的　你過的怎麼樣　
沒我的日子　你別來無恙　
依然親愛的　我沒讓你失望　
讓我親一親　像過去一樣　

我想你一定喜歡　
現在的我學會了你最愛的開朗　
想起你的模樣　
有什麼錯　
還不能夠被原諒　
世界不管怎樣荒涼　
愛過你就不怕孤單　

我最親愛的　你過的怎麼樣　
沒我的日子　你別來無恙　
依然親愛的　我沒讓你失望　
讓我親一親　像朋友一樣　
http://www.littleoslo.com/lyc/home/
雖然離開了你的時間　
比一起還漫長　
我們總能補償　
因為中間空白的時光　
如果還能分享　
也是一種浪漫　
關係雖然不再一樣　
關心卻怎麼能說斷就斷　

我最親愛的　你過的怎麼樣　
沒我的日子　你別來無恙　
依然親愛的　我沒讓你失望　
讓我親一親　像親人一樣　

我最親愛的　你過的怎麼樣　
沒我的日子　你別來無恙　
依然親愛的　我沒讓你失望　
讓我親一親　像過去一樣

爱与生活

2011-06-04T22:52:00.000-07:00

你是否想过你未来的 “他”
我不懂你是否我一辈子的“他”
但是，你已经牢牢刻在我心里。
我无时无刻惦记着你。
生活，相处不容易。
人与人之间的摩擦我们有了很多，
都是“爱”把它们给磨滑了。
试图寻找属于我们的相处模式，
不容易，需要好多的包容与原谅。
虽然，至今，我们还是打打闹闹的，
我们还是无心伤害，
我们还是伤心流泪失望，
但是，随着时间的证明，我不绝望了。
因为，我想你。
好想你，生活要有了你，我才安心。
我要你是属于我 “一辈子的他”。

When she bumped into Elmo

2011-05-30T07:40:00.000-07:00

Am Elmo lover, forever.

Everyone is mysterious.
You have no idea how good or bad they are until you really see the truth.

We have been tied for 730 days

2011-05-28T07:34:00.000-07:00

We never let go.

I'm yours

so much appreciated the hard ship we built hardly, finally.. here we goes to our 2nd anniversarry. *Proud face & clap hands!

We have made a booking @ Umai-ya Japanese Restaurant. So we supposed to have our wonderful lunch over there but both we are pig! put the blame on us! We slept over, we missed it, omfg! How could we do this? End up, we just simply went to 1u have our late brunch at Zanmai. *boyf promised will bring me back to Umaiya have a try!

After the quick lunch, I bought something for him as our anniversary gift

haha. They have a similar smile :D

besides, do you still remember this love shape picture wall that we did on last year?

nice right? but the bad boyf wasn't take care and appreciated it!

See! WHAT IS THIS?! I was so mad when he doesn't give a damn when the picture wall became like this shity! So, I had kick him out from his room and fixed it back plus added some new pictures.

:))

P/S : my dear desmond mah, kindly take good care of the picture wall :b

I even put our picture on my office desk.

If there is a thing called anniversary
I’m sure it was nothing without the monthsary.
16/4 is the day we need to celebrate
For it is our special monthsary day.
Happy 25 monthsary Desmond Mah I ♡ YOU.

不再

2011-05-22T11:03:00.000-07:00

部落格被荒废了一段时间，
我，回来了。

不同了，
从今以后部落格的气氛与写法
都会随着我而改去。

原来，
人长大后会得到许多东西，
同时也会失去好多珍贵不已的东西，
或许这就是所谓的舍得吧。
有舍才有得。

以前的我，
像个宝贝，
曾被伤害所以我成长了，
曾被捅伤淌血所以我坚强了，
曾被背叛所以我学会了保护层，
曾被欺骗所以我也学会了不相信。

太多的曾经，
所以现在的我不再是以前的我。
现在的我怎么了？
我也不懂了。

或许，
这就是人类，
这就是社会，
让人与人之间变质了。

亲爱的我，
任时间的伤害磨练都别忘了微笑，
想下原来自己。

生活是艰难的，
只要不轻视自己，
每个人都是坚强的。

I'm traveladdict ♡

2011-05-04T11:12:00.000-07:00

Because of you, life's beautiful.

Currently, busy travel around the world, miss me when I gone.

the night 17.3.2011

2011-04-05T12:03:00.000-07:00

My birthday fall on 17.3.2011 Thursday. The day I born, the day i cry, the day i fall, the day I shout, the day i laugh, the day i love.
Oh No! Now I'm officially 21 years old. According my previous post, i bet you know i had a so wonderful birthday eve, so how was my actual day? :)))))

Went to Putrajaya for the Hot Air Balloon Fiesta with boyfieee and brother in the so early morning, FUN but exhausted indeed! After that back home get some rest and dolled up myself for the birthday dinner with lovess @ Secret Of Louisiana , Kelana Jaya.
Thanks for attended, thanks for another little surprise, thanks everyone, appreciated!

Let's skip those pictures about Hot Air Balloons, here goes to the pictures of dinner session first. *promise will update it later!

Dolled up ♡

favvy picure with 21 pink roses ♡

Thanks darling Tracy helped me the hair do.

Secret Of Louisiana, we sat outdoor & its a lakeside. Enviroment, not bad. :))

Picture credited by Catherine, the boyf waiting for ME to come. (I was late because we went wrong road.haha)

When I arrived ♡ He past me the red roses (another little surprise, thanks) I did set a dress code for whose attended the dinner.

Ladies - Flower Dress & no white allow.
Gentlemen - black top.

But I never expect the boyf wore like this :bbbb

HAHA! Do we look like in a wedding dinner more than a birthday bash?

Red wine, nice. :D

Dear, I'm so glad to have you. I'm luckiest because I've found you to be my best friend, buddy, brother, shopping partner, gossip partner, colleague, fighter & LOVER.

Darling Evvon ♡

thanks for the gift. I super ♡ it

Dear QinEn ♡

Bestie Sharry ♡

Dear Nicoleyan ♡

Darling Tracy ♡

sweet hearts

Honey bii Catherine ♡

and Terry

Behind the scenes

Babe Chole ♡

Babe weiwei ♡

balloons Meggie ♡ Haha

sui po bbykh ♡

♡ ♡ ♡

Reminder - It was my birthday bash only, okay? :b

Ladies ♡

I likes this flower themes so much! ♡

Cool man

Cheki always the best part ♡

loves. . .

爱的惊喜，我的21岁。

2011-03-29T10:38:00.000-07:00

3月16号，星期三的晚上。这晚是我21岁生日之夕，时间过得真快。一瞬间，我已经迈入人生另一个起点了。在这个晚上，我并没有要怎样特别的庆祝，就只是打算和几位友人在caffeiness 简单随意的渡过就好了。但是，事情并没有像我所安排的发生因为，我最亲爱的男友和几位好友们花了好多时间和功夫特意为我精心的设计了一个“爱的惊喜”！我的“他” 花了好几个星期的时间为我做了好多好多好多好多，我的“她们”也花了好多的心意帮忙安排一切，而另外所有来参加的“他们” 真的好有心哦。我知道，有好多的你们都从大老远跑来，忙碌里抽时间赶到。我真的快感动流泪了啦！
谢谢 ♡

话不多说，有心里准备看一堆堆的照片了吗？

从以下这张照片看我的装扮，你们大概可以确定我真的是那位毫不知情，最幸福的“受害者”啦！哈哈

我还真的穿到有够随心的厚！人家真的是以为随便喝茶聊天罢了！怎知，

当我到达的那一刻，我简直呆了！ “他” 好像把整个caffeiness 的外面给包了下来！十多张桌子合成的 “U” 形长座位，大概50+个友人的到来，顿时把我吓得目瞪口呆！

除了感动与感谢，就是 “ 亲爱的，感谢你为我做的一切，我♡你！”

另外，就是我五位漂亮的姐妹们。知道她们也为我做了许多，而且也给我送了一枚金戒子当我的生日了礼物。谢谢，真的好爱好珍惜你们。♡

carmen. nicoleyan. ME. sharry. tracy. bella.

兄弟们就酷毙了！全部大老远跑来的。谢谢！
jj. ah kam. raymond. ah kong. benson. allen.

也感谢这几对的情侣到来为我庆生!
QinEn & Mr Doink. Leo & Marilyn. JJ & Leena. Catherine & Terry.

同事们，你们是最steady的！ KengSing. Edmond. Jeff. Beckham.

同事， Zion. Vivi Chen. Vanessa Lee.
谢谢光临！哈！

可爱的男士们！！Golbert. William. Kelvin. Jason & Calvin.
arigato! :D

友情永固的小学同学也被召来了！感动到！

:)))))

哒令们！Catherine and Chloe!

“他”的助手，我最要好的学院同学，weiwei!

当我在忙着聊天招呼时，突然间停电了？哈哈，最爱的他捧着满满烛光的蛋糕走向我。

一切都不在我的预料中，有大班友人出席的惊喜和满满烛光的蛋糕我已经心满意足了。但是，原来事情并没有将简单！

啊！！！！！！！

另一个非常感动的惊喜，最爱的他再另外捧来他亲手弄的生日蛋糕！！！

嘻嘻嘻！超兴奋的我！

我又以为意外惊喜结束啦。迫不及待的许愿了。

但是，他又给我送来21朵玫瑰花！

还有这个,一个超级超级感动的心意！一张最有意义与满满心思的生日卡！！！！

瞧！我开心到！

祝我生日快乐 ♡

最后，原来我的姐妹们也为我设计了一张很美丽的生日卡！
谢谢你们！

♡ 满满爱心的草莓蛋糕 ♡

请容许我在这一刻说声，我是最幸福的！

老友们都忙着嘀咕着我以前好笑的照片！“ 这个我懂！十六岁的十八岁的！去年的！”

亲爱的，谢谢你给我的一切。你让我渡过了最美丽的21岁生日惊喜派对了，很感动在心头。我真的知道你花了好多好多的时间和心思去设计这一切。之前毫不知情的我还怪你和你吵架，对不起。*惭愧！

因为你，所以我是幸福的 ♡

我珍惜你们 ♡

一张花了一天时间设计的生日卡，一个你人生第一次和花了一天时间弄的生日蛋糕。感动不已 ♡ 马迪汶，我爱你 ♡

在这里祝我生日快乐，事事顺利，身体健康，出入平安，开开心心，财源滚滚来，多多人疼爱！:D

还有另两个庆生派对的Posts，待续 ♡

P/s : 感谢Golbert帮忙男友做的一切, 感谢YC 帮忙男友做的生日卡片，感谢sharry & Nicoleyan 帮忙召人，感谢weiwei，感谢每一个帮忙隐瞒给我惊喜的朋友，感谢我的最爱马迪汶！sekian terima kasih :p

Happy birthday to my daddy and me

2011-03-15T11:22:00.000-07:00

13th March, Sunday. The day celebrated me and daddy birthday with my happy family members @ FarmLand, Jalan Pudu.

Daddy, Happy Birthday to you. thanks for pamper me and take care me from a babe girl until now. Best wish for you, be health and happy always. I love you :')))

Daddy, Mami and sailou.

aunties & uncles.

Cousin sister Trish and my nieces.

Cousins. :)

My life is sooo good and i love life
i really love my sibling and cousins
they are so awesome and fun to be around
they make me mad
but they make me laugh :D

Cousin sister, Miki.

spot my 21st diamond key from my daddy? ♡ ♡ ♡ thanks!!! I love you daddy! :D

Cousin Tommy.

The boyf, DesmondMah.

Chris.Sailou.

Sailou. Cousin brother Christopher,Tommy,Allen.

both we are March babies.

♥ daddy, mami.. i love you two. thanks for everything.

a family
like no one can see
a family
everyone wants to be

family love
comes from above
family love
is last long than the world

family means a lot
life will never rot
family means a lot
i will never lost

my family loves me
and I love them very much too
my family means everything for me
without them I will lost and don't know what to do.

I love my family.
♥

Stay tune for next post, my 21st amazing surprise birthday bash!!
♥

so many birthday celebration.

2011-03-07T04:15:00.000-08:00

Time flies fast, is March now. Oh so hardcore month, almost every week I had at least one friend birthday. Here are some picture of it.

* I wish I could just have a moment to relax and not worry about anything. Life is so tiring..

2.3.2011 Vanessa 18th birthday bash @ Michelangelo's Pavilion.

Elo, March ♥

Cuisin.

girl love Moet.

weng. keng sing. =.=

desmond mah. your truly.

desmond. edmond.

stephanie.

the birthday girl. Vanessa.

Happy 18th birthday to you. :))

24.2.2011 Darling Qin En 21st Birthday @ Labodega Pavilion

Isabelle miki.

Qin En. LengLeng. Your Truly.

Maggiebii.

Happy Birthday to you darling!:))

19.2.2011 Cody Koan 23th birthday @ sucasa hotel.

Birthday girl cody koan. your truly . bb

jusccy.

groupy pic.

Happy Birthday to you babe. :))

Lastly, I miss Lami session with ...

this couple!
Bk tan. weiwei.

xoxo.

standing up.

2011-02-22T08:58:00.000-08:00

To offender/hater, sorry for disappointed you. You tried hard to hit me down but now I'm standing up and fight it. :)

. lovelife . happyalways .

Don't hate me because I wasn't who you thought I was or who you wanted me to be. From start to finish you never knew the real me. Don't hate me because I'm done something but you never can be success. Well, loser always got this lousy attitude :)

Desmond Mah, I love you.

2011-02-22T02:40:00.000-08:00

The day 14.2.2011
Our second valentine's day.

On Valentine’s Day,
I’m thinking about
the special ways
you have made my life better,
the little things,
the not-so-little things...
your kindness,
the way you always listen
and pay attention to me.
You make my world
brighter and richer.
You’re a gift to me,
and I thank you
for being you.
Dear, Happy Valentine's Day.

Our couple tee.

The card i made.

The gift I gave you.

Our couple nike.

You’re in my thoughts and in my heart
Wherever I may go;
On Valentine’s Day, I’d like to say
I care more than you know.
You're the best man I ever need in my life.

Desmond Mah, I Love You.

Happy Bunny Year ♥

2011-02-03T07:57:00.000-08:00

Gong Hei fatt Choi to everyone, here I wishing you all the best in the brand new rabbit year. Stay health & wealth, for sure happy always :) I've been neglected my blog for a months, sorry was busy being a travel lady in month January, so happening! I likey " travel lady " so much. hehehe.

January 14 - 22th, Hang Zhou - Chang Zhou - Shanghai, China.
A so cold winter trip with the love boyf and his family, Greats.

January 28th, a happening annual dinner and after party at Mist with all the colleague.
Gong Xi fatt cai =D

January 29, Bangkok - Pattaya - Koh Lam Island, Thailand
A super relax and full of laughter holiday trip with the boyf and buddies before Chinese new year, Likey it much!

*Will fully update this there posts soon.

And today, The first day of Chinese new year. Huattt liao!
Your truly currently at the grandma hometown, Bidor. Family and I was headed off to Cameron Highland for a chill in this afternoon.

Love the Cheongsam I bought from Shanghai.

Straight or Curly?

My hair stylish aka cousin bro Kezzen.

新年快乐

恭祝各位身体健康，开开心心，心想事成，生意兴隆，财源滚滚来

Brother and I

Cousin sis Miki and I

My parents.

=.="

After back from the so winter China I've been so sick until now, sighs! Mad cough and flu T_______________________________T hate it to the max.

winter season.

2011-01-13T02:41:00.000-08:00

First post in 2 0 1 1 .

E l l o ! 2 0 1 1

My body is damn weak, I'm a person who very bery scare cold. Omg, I got no idea how I pass these 9 days over there. Yea, I'm going to China, Shanghai with the boyfriend and his family later. China is during winter season now, according to the weather temperature report, currently China temperature is -0.5'c OMFG! Seriously, everyone are so worrying about my healthy, god bless me don't fall a sick over there if not I got a sick holiday, tsk! TOUCH WOOD*

Besides, Spot this? The camera I craving for an age. . .like finally I got this! *dancing! The top thing in my wishlist, Canon s95. Much appreciate and super love this surprise, thanks the boyfriend! You are the best in the best! Heart you :D

x. o. x. o
♥

Christmas 2010

2010-12-31T10:30:00.000-08:00

This post have stuck in my draft box for so long, sorry for being so lazy to update. Here you goes to the christmas and new year I had in 2010 :D

Office christmas party,

my teammates!

alex.

Isabelle miki.

Leo.

boyf.

John.

Joey.

Yvvone.

my manager.

We actually have a competition of Christmas office decoration! Which one is the best to you? :p

After that, we headed to Port Dickson in the middle night 3pm then we have our drinking games session until 8am morning, lol! ==

The present to my beloved mother.

The present to my beloved boyfriend.

The present from my beloved boyfriend!!

the twenty-ten year.

2010-12-29T10:33:00.000-08:00

I remember, I grew, I miss, I appreciate, I love, I hate, I honour, I regret..... in 2010 year.

Never stress about what's gone. Cherish what you have, and stay excited about what's coming. Welcome 2011 year ♥

Too much memories I had during 2010 year, no words can't describe what's my feeling now. Sweet and bitter? this feeling is so memorable but unexplainable. never mind, keep it in heart. I love my 2010 with you and you.

Let's count down for 2011, by the way here I wish all of you Happy New year 2011. Last but not least to mention this, be proud of Malaysia won Indonesia vs Malaysia football match, Victory! Besides, thanks NajibRazak for making 31st December a public holiday. enjoy! :D

圣诞节很快乐 ♥

2010-12-28T08:06:00.000-08:00

♥

本人很喜欢圣诞节的，因为圣诞算是个蛮大型的庆节落在每一年快要结束时，好让人们和自己的家人，朋友好好开心相聚的日子。今年的圣诞还过得不错很欢乐的说，但是如果说到圣诞礼物我就没有收到一份很称心的。唉，没关系吧，别要得太多，平安快乐就好了。：）去年的圣诞我在新加坡渡过，很有气氛的呐！其实，去年的圣诞节我真的拥有很多的很深刻很开心美好的回忆，有他有她还有以前的他。回忆，很美丽的也是永恒的，谁也没收不了，我很珍惜也很感激。当然，今年的圣诞节我也过得不赖，很嘻嘻哈哈的！最开心的是有家人，有朋友，有大伙们，有同事还有男友的陪伴。 ♥

男朋友和我

漂亮妈咪和我

来一个全家幅好啦！小康之家 ♥

乖女儿的我请家人在Hajime Japanese Restaurant 吃圣诞大餐，食物蛮不错的价钱有一点点的贵啦但是好reasonable啦！

男友带来了一瓶2004年的Merlot 红酒。赞！

♥

我老弟, 哈！我每天吵他睁大眼睛拍照，这次他决定不要开眼睛！

很帅咩？？？？ =.="

我啦 ♥

♥

♥ 圣诞节快乐 ♥

Hajime 餐厅的资料在此。

Part2, 完了晚餐之后，我赶着去下一场啦 - 女友们的圣诞聚会。好久不见她们了，大家聊个不停，拍个不停的！照片一箩箩的 :D

♥

Sharry ♥

Bella

圣诞礼物交换仪式，大家都各自抽到了自己的礼物 ♥

♥ ♥

Yan

♥ Cheki ♥ 时间又到了

还有part3,耐心等等吧。

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

I wish you all merry christmas ♥

2010-12-20T09:05:00.000-08:00

Christmas's around the corner yet 2010 is gone sooner as well. Everywhere is full of decoration of christmas and playing christmas songs too! Oh yea, so aren't you prepare up your Christmas's present for loves one? and do you get ready to say goodbye with 2010? Well, I ain't prepare it at all, full of memories on 2010.. I don't really want to let it go...some memories are bitter like medicine some are so sweet like sugar, both I love it and memorable. Sometimes, I really think and ask, could the time turn back? Can I stop the time when I having the moment I love? Sigh, time flies fast, we can't stop it. Appreciated it and keep it in heart, okay? The memories we shared will never die. :')

Alright, let me ask you a question. Did you do any good deeds in this 2010 year? If you haven't do yet? Or you still not doing this good deeds enough, here you go! PLEASE! Those doggies & kitties needs us. Click here to donate. There's another welfare which I help out as well, it's call HOPE, read the ad below & help some of the poor doggies, for more information about them click here

Please support! * puppy eyes rolling! *

I'm a doggy lover, so definitely I did donate it, no doubt!

20 months and still counting

2010-12-15T07:44:00.000-08:00

Sweet candies are easy to buy. Sweet words are easy to say. But sweet persons are hard to find!

I'm glad that I've found you and we have been together 20months / 1 year and 8months! Firstly, I would like to apologize to you over here. Dear, I'm so sorry for being so willful to you sometimes and so thankful for your tolerant so much. I know myself so well, i understand I'm a so typical Pisces, so emotional and stubborn! I'm sorry, the only thing I want to tell you, I need you to know is I my love to you is sincerely and even deeper than yesterday. haha, you're stupid sometimes but smart of me, between these 20months you getting know me well and always can predict what's the next thing your naugthy gf going to do. :b Of course me as well, from a stranger i met in Fb until today you turned to be the boy I need the most in the world. We know every single thing about each other, we do care and love. Dear, words can't describe what feeling I am at this moment, no matter we are meeting each other everyday but I don't find it boring furthermore I become little greedy, I need you more and more. :b

Des, I love you. ♥

生命无take2，请好好的珍惜!

2010-12-09T09:54:00.000-08:00

今日不知明天事，翻阅报纸几乎每天都有意外的发生导致身亡，天灾导致多少的生命消逝在世界上，什么落后国家的人民疾病死亡。如果这些是无可避免的天灾意外我们没得怨没得说，但是其实多半的都是人为的，可以避免的，可以有选择的。当你驾驶快车，当你醺酒驾驶，当你钻牛角尖，当你情绪涌上想了断自己的生命时，在这些情况都是有得避免和选择的！但是为什么？当你醺酒驾驶，飙车，做些不理智伤害自己的事情时，是否可以放些自私的心想想爸爸妈妈，家人，朋友，爱你的人。你的一个任性，你的一个疯狂，你的不理智，你的自私，你的自以为是会带给他们多大的伤害？活在当下，无论生活多艰难，都要学会忍耐和享受。因为这全部都是生活成长必须经历的过程。没有以前的失败和伤害就不会有今天的你我他。我感到很伤心的，放弃自己的生命？因为失去了一个你爱的人。但是是否想过，你来到这个世界时你是一个人的，一无所有的，就算你现在没有失去她，但是当你年老死去你带到她一起吗？都是会分开的啊。酱你又何必太执着呢？这个世界你都还没看清楚，许多的美好的事情你多还没经历过，你就选择离开，很可惜。

好了，已成事实的我们改变不了。别说了，说些开心的吧。我的生活大概都是日复一日的，上班下班回家睡觉。但是肯定的是，每天的心情，感觉，天气，发生的事情都不一样啦。:) 上个星期六，我就和大伙们上云顶的游乐场痛快玩了一番！:D

很自恋的男友♥

很爽快吧？

临走前，当然不忘了在我最♥的星巴克咖啡店歇歇。:)

男生们统统溜去了赌场就只剩Nikki 和我。

输了钱的他甘愿回来我身边啦！哼！

晚安了 ♥

宠爱自己 ♥

2010-12-01T07:10:00.000-08:00

在2010年的最后一个月，我给自己买了第一个Gucci包包也可以当作是提早给自己的圣诞礼物吧。

考虑了很久，Burberry还是Gucci呢？本身是蛮喜爱Burberry的只是抵挡不住Gucci的sales。在男友的怂恿下，买下这个好了其他的慢慢来。反正还年轻嘛 (: 或许很多人会觉得我很奢侈或者好奇着为什么我好像很富有似的。更或者一些有的没的人在为我造着很好笑的是非说我的不是。哈哈，随你们吧，我只可以说的是，我就只是一个很爱宠爱自己的女生。辛苦做工赚钱，然后好好的犒赏自己，有错吗？ ♥

December pls be kind. You're the last of the year 2010

2010-11-29T10:49:00.000-08:00

Time flies really fast, It's December now. The last month of the year. Too much happens and outings during this twenty ten year until I failed to manage to blog all. So far, overall twenty ten year consider a main point year of my life. From a college student turned to a worker. I've learn so much difference things which I couldn't get it during student life but somehow I miss my college life, no doubt! I miss the moment when we rushing assignments or exams, we were like superheros Don't Need To Rest! Although we always complain but I knew we're enjoy and the moments is precious. (((:

My Dav2 peoples, how are you guys all? bibi hen miss ni men.♥

Here's another super overdue birthday celebration post. Cherrie Chia's 20th birthday @ Mcdonals, Let's back to childhood.

Mcdonals have managed many games for us, fun! lol

Super damn likey this candid picture!

want this? :b

Girls, Nikki.Chloe.Kexin.Denise.YourTruly.

Couples, StevenLai.ChloeTan.YourTruly.DesmondMah.

Happy Birthday to you sweetie.

Whoops! December,right? So what's the plan for the coming christmas and new year? Shhhhh! I can't wait, can't wait. :D

I almost lost the will to talk or to breath.

2010-11-24T06:58:00.000-08:00

No doubt, November is a bad month to me. Too much happens, I barely can't bear it. I'm sick, high fever for 3 days plus gastric pain torture me along, between 3 days I lost 3.5kg. Due to working stress and weakness body now another awful happened, family problem.

Tears dropping while typing this post, so depressed. I tried so many ways to cheers up myself, be strong! Stand up and fight it but sadly, this time I failed completely. Should I say fortunately I own a blog, at least here's my heart content else not i think commit suicide may the thing i doing now? lol. I'm not kidding, when a human facing too much stress when he/she's dying sick, the negative minder would be stronger and lead you to the deadline.

What's running through my mind right now? Hundreds of questions and problems.

All this problems I keep to myself. Some of them I question myself.
I own a awful secret it's painful for me, I got no one to shares. I know I only can bear it until the day I lay on coffin. Why? I question myself, why? why me?
Why is things so complicated at times? Why I can't do anything?

Why I so useless?
Why family? Why love? Why stress?
Why this? Why that?
Why does the word 'W.H.Y' exist?
The only reason I can think of is because of curiosity.

All I know is every questions which have "why" starts with question with "why".
Maybe 'why' isn't a very good word to put in a question.
Because Why bringing the feeling of painful as well.

I sound like a philosopher now; or maybe a psychosis, it's just what it's my mind at this very moment.

I rest my awful case.

When the boyf study hard for finals. ♥

2010-11-20T11:27:00.000-08:00

If you're following my twitter you should know currently the boyf is busy studying for his finals exam, so how's about me? Fortunately, I have a bunch a of friends accompany me and bring me out from the boredom. :p Anyway, all the best and good luck to the boyf! P/S : Study hard please!

Be happy not because everything perfect. Be happy because everything sucks but you are doing just fine.

No matter how we try to be matured, we'll always be a kid when we all got hurt and cry.♥

Sealed my mouth when rumors running around.

Thursday night, 4 play @ Zouk. ♥

Jia shin. I

Nicole Yan. I

You wanna get a fake mc? please contact her, Mc Tan. I *aww, im kidding! :p

Good night with loves.

Lastly, Happy Birthday to my best college mate KimWeiwei and I've done this for you. xoxo

I support kim wei wei! on www.smashpop.net

We see each other imperfect perfectly. ♥

2010-11-16T10:53:00.000-08:00

It was a special day for us, the boyf was planning to have a fine dining at any nice restaurant but I gave him an awesome suggestion, which is we cook for the dinner by ourselves. Fine dining in the house. (((:

Grocery, done.

Hehehe, Cooking mama wannabe but of course the dinner wasn't cooked by me only. The boyf is a quite pro chef *Serious face* Don't play play har. :b

After an hour cooking process. . . . .
Dadannnnggg!

Wow! We have done a very good job and having much fun with our sweet dinner! Steak , pork chop , mushroom soup and red wine! ♥ Dear, I'm so satisfy with our cooking, it's taste real good! This was our first time, I guess the next time will be coming soon! What's the next? Chinese cuisine or Japan cuisine? :p

Your love ; Your truly.

We see each other imperfect perfectly.

Spot the love shape picture wall? Made by me! Dear, please tell me this is the sweetest thing in ur life! ♥

xoxo
:D

The sunday, Nadeje Patisserie Cafe @ Melaka. ♡

2010-11-15T10:46:00.000-08:00

Last weekends, I was in a so worst mood, upset down. Lucky the boyf willing to do me a flavour which is bring me out from the town, a shortly perfect escape. We did a one day trip at Melaka and Port Dickson, greats! Thanks. :)))) Melaka is a small town but it's a historic city and lots of nice foods! Nyonya asam laksa & durian cendol always my favvy in the melaka town!

Besides, this time I've found another very famous pastry shop @ Melaka. Nadeje Patisserie Cafe which selling the so delicious Mille Crepe, also known as the layer cake. Me and the boyf insist to visit this shop, Must! because both of us are dessert lover. :b

The most famous, Original Mille Crepe.

Another so tempting crepe, Chocolate Strawberry.

The boyf.

I miss it so much, omg.

xoxo

♡

2010-11-14T12:10:00.000-08:00

We had get along with each other for one year. ♡

I guess somebody don't know hidden story might feel confuse about this post. Few previous post I've wrote about 1 and half year anniversary but this post I named the title as " We had get along with each other for one year. " Yeap, although the date we started on our relationship already over 19months but the days we get along with each other is only full of a year at today! The reason is We were having a long distance relationship, we did waited for each other in difference country for 7months then we only met. Haha, I knew its weird right? But real love always unexplainable. :))) 15/11/2009 was our very first met, I still remember the so surprise first met which prepared by the boyf and the best friend Sharry, Thanks for it once again.

Some print screen pictures taken during the 7months long distance time.

Dear, between these 19months, we went through so much and so tough. In a relationship all is about trust and forgiveness. To be frankly, I wasn't a good girlfriend but now I do learning hard to be a good girlfriend for you my dear. Today is a special day for us, Is 4.26am right now. I'm here flashing back all the memories about us on my mind. From the very first time, we had a so long distance and jet lag until now we stick with each other almost everyday. From last time we only can watching each other on webcam until now we could hugging each tightly whenever we want. It really taught us about appreciated. For sure we will just like normal couple we argued, we broke up, we make up, we in love, we missing each other, we separate, we cried, we laugh, we help and teach each other and got so much happened. Yet, We are still together right now, dear thanks for holding me tightly and never give me up for so many times. I believes the hard ship we builded will never easy get destroy by others. I love you truly from the bottom of my heart. I'm praying hard..God, I hope you could heard me.. I hope my pray will reach you. Thanks for arrange us to meet up and I hope you do arrange us to be each other life partner. Surely, both we two do learning hard to love and care each other for all the rest of time.

I Heart You.

♡

2010-11-13T09:27:00.000-08:00

Congrats Happy Jie and Juman! ♡

6/11/2010 Saturday, Dolling up myself nicely heading off to a happy wedding dinner. My very first time curly my so straight black hair, How do you think? Personally like it so much. ♡

Besides, This is my first time attended wedding dinner with the boyf along. :D

Fenty. Yen. I

Denise. I

Ladies.

The bride, Happy Jie. (:

Cherrie. I

Do we look alike in this picture? :b

I just simply like this picture so much, currently its my FB profile picture.

Tracy. I

Nikki. I

♡

Long dress is love.

Adrian Keong. I

The eye candy, Keke Voon. I

Gentleman's and the groom.

Last, Your truly.

xoxo

♡

2010-11-12T12:02:00.000-08:00

容易相信，不是我的错？

本人被人背叛伤害的次数不算少（很多），但是从没放弃希望的我仍然相信这个世界上

还有可被信任的人。（可笑！）尽管笑我天真无知吧，这次我总算真的真的了解了。原来

被背叛的痛并不是最痛的，最心痛的是你要告诉自己从今以后要对世人绝望，而

且对那些我曾经真心对待和信任的人彻底瓦解才是最让人心痛的。我很简单，很

容易相信人，只要他对我好，照顾我，关心我那么一点，没伤害我，我就把他当成好好

地朋友。哈哈，现在想起这点都想刮自己俩巴掌的说！都只能怪自己太天真了，对人

好？帮人家？坦白？我的老天爷啊？我怎么酱可笑呢？对人好，帮忙人家，最后还被

插回几大刀的。唉~ 真的是好人当贼扮？贼当神甘拜？好人吾易做啊！天真的我

其实还真的不明白，到底为什么？难道好人没好报？反而被人视为多事？我从小到至

今都抱着这个哲言“ 别人给你帮忙，对你好并不是理所当然的，请懂得感激与

珍惜。”为什么他人不懂得？突然软弱的我真的很想哭，到至今才知道身边的人都

很可怕。原来真的没有任何人可以相信的。但是我不爱哭，我不能哭，我讨厌自己

的软弱。告诉自己不可以为不值得的人伤心。无论如何答应自己变得更坚强，他们

爱说他们爱讲，他们爱被牵着鼻子走，他们爱被蒙在可笑的事非里，由他。

2010-11-09T11:35:00.000-08:00

Happy 85 years old birthday to my dear grandma. ♡

Remember this, No matter how family always your closer. Family, we do have blood relation between us. Family always the closer one, we don't need to wear on a mask to face them, we don't need be any actor just be own self, we don't purposely dolling up nicely or afraid they laugh on you, they don't! They just love and appreciate who you are and how exactly you look like. (: I love my Yong's big family, although we do have long distance between all of us but we do enjoy and treasure the moment when we gather up, full of laughter and family love, definitely.

My grandma, uncles and aunties.

The camera girl, your truly.

My parents and brother.

My little cousin sister.

Sailou.

Cousin sisters.

Cousin sister Miki, she was my chillhood best partner.

Candid me.

Candid them by me. =b

Both of us are chubby.

Family Love.

Cousins.

I do appreciate they all always and forever.

xoxo
♡

2010-11-04T11:40:00.000-07:00

When you down, I catch you up! When I down, They catch me up! ♡

I went parties so often these days not because I'm a party animal that because I prefer stuck in crowded to forget a little bit sadness and release out the stressful more than staying home over the night alone. I pretty sure so many of you all are same with me. I was a girl kinda emotional but trying hard to control and changing this bad of me. EQ is much important than IQ, lol. And yet, I believes everything will be fine and much better when you stop/not to caring too much. :D See! All the ladies and gentlemen in pictures below.. Thanks for always giving me many happening nights!

ZOUK. 4 PLAY ( Every Thursday night )

Celia.Jacquelinebii.NicoleYan

JudsonLee.

Phuture. My favvy club.

AhWengi.

Jeff.

KengSing.

Mist. Lolipop. ( Every Friday night )

YapKahHong.

Ladies.

QinEn.

XueYen.

Denise.

The boyf.

Joey.

Milk. Alex Birthday.

Sharry.

JiaShin.

Alex.SamWong.

Zouk. Loud. ( Every Saturday night )

Travis.

SanSan.

xoxo
♡

Fruity Fans or Gadget Freak? ♡

2010-11-02T11:37:00.000-07:00

2008 September, I got this white apple. It became one of the gadget that I couldn't live without, seriously!

Last month, I got this Black apple 4g. It's so cool man, really! Everything faster and nicer than 3gs. Frankly, I'm falling in love with this so deeply. Btw, Thanks DJmilo. =p

This month, I get this blackberry Bold 2 for pamper myself a little bit ♡ So you can call me a little greedy girl , fruity fans or gadget freak! HAHA. Now, I can bbm with any bb user ; I can Whatsapp,Pingchat with any apple user ; some more have fun with unlimited IPhone applications. After this all, Is time to save money for a trip, anyone join? :p

Happy November! :D

2010-10-22T05:30:00.000-07:00

I need more extra free time to blog, I miss blogging and readers. ♡

Life is tough therefore I am stronger.

2010-10-17T07:59:00.000-07:00

Me and this pressie. Just for the boyf. ♡

♥ 1 and half year anniversary ; 18 monthsary. ♥

2010-10-10T07:16:00.000-07:00

It's October ♥

Yea, time flies fast! It's getting nearer the end of the 2010 year, Faster get done with what you want to do before 2010 gone, don't make any regret in your life. Good luck and all the best to every lovely one. Last but not least, Happy October fest. *you can drink and party like nobody business but PROMISE please don't drive after drink! LoveLife! :D

xoxo
♥

2010-10-05T05:25:00.000-07:00

It's Sunday and also Carmen's saloon opening ceremony. ♡
Get myself woke up early in the morning to prepare up everything for attend it. Too bad, in the end I was late too because the careless boyf don't know what's wrong with him. He has two car accidence between 15mins, so wtf right? Sigh.. Never mind la my dear, Just take it as a costly lesson for you this road bully driver! hmph! :p

Dear Carmen, Congrats to your saloon opening successfully. C & K Hair and Beauty Saloon located in Galaxy Ampang. Dear.. All the best to your career ♡

Dear Tracy

Bestie Sharry

Dear Nicole Yan

Dear Bella, She's going to partnership with Carmen operate a manicure business over there as well. *promote promote! *

♡ ♡ ♡

My besties. ♡

2010-09-29T03:44:00.000-07:00

You're the boy who I pamper always,
You're the boy who always bully me,
You're the boy who always caring me,
You're the guy I argued always with but we will be fine after 10mins!
You're the boy who stay beside me last for 17 years and more going on.
You're the little boy I love so deep beside my boyf,
YES! HE iS MY ONLY ONE BROTHER, Juno Yong.
Fated, so sweet both of us birthday are fall on 17th although is different month. 17/9/2010 was my sailou 17th birthday. Family and I had arranged a simple and lovely birthday dinner for him at La Risata, located at Jalan Ampang.

Your truly

♡

bite*

Daddy is busy reading menu. ♡

Desmond and Juno ♡

The prettiest women in my life ♡ my mother.

Overall, what I can comment about the foods is NICE! ^^

Good food never failed to cheer me up! ;D

Do we look match?

sailou, can you explain to me what wrong with ur face? -.-'

I love you, you love me, we are happy family
♡ ♡ ♡

The boyf is ♡

Nah! :D The birthday you requested. Faster thanks me and my boyf la! :p

xoxo
♡

2010-09-16T06:56:00.000-07:00

Title : My 8 years Bestie Sharry Chin 20th birthday bash. ♡
Venue : IR 1968 Indochine Bar & Restaurant
Date : 23th August 2010

#1 IR 1968 It's a Indochine Bar & Restaurant. Located Jalan Ampang which is upstair of my favvy Fukuharu Japanese restaurant. (; This restaurant Enviroment so peaceful and classic, Food is so nice but is kinda costly but Service is very good! ( because the boss is a leng lui! woots ) :D

#3 The birthday girl Sharry Chin ♡

#4 Babe Nicole Yan

#6 The birthday girl and her boyf - Ray

#10

#11

#12

#13

#14 Babe Carmen

#15 Babe Tracy and her boyf - HJ

#16 Babe Bella

#17 MY BOYFRIEND ♡

#18 Your Truly ♡

#19 My boyf and Your gf, lol

#20 Groupy picture

#21

#22 Happy Birthday To You! ♡

#23

#24 Mwaaaahssss!

xoxo
♡

2010-09-15T10:13:00.000-07:00

Party Rocks!

The little princess had few a lit bit tipsy parties nights last month. Sadly, working so hard made me got no time to update. Since tomorrow which is One Malaysia Public Holiday ( HAPPY HOLIDAY! ) so I decided skip a little bit sleeping time to blog! Imma so sweet! :p
Me and my bunch were rocking party at Phuther, Zouk and Velvet. Woots

Your Truly ♡

Bella ♡

Desmond ♡

Mwaaahs! ♡

Sexayy Evvon ♡

Nicole Yan ♡

Bumped into Maggie ♡ I Miss You bery much!

Tracy ♡

Pei Peiz ♡

♡ I'm look super chao tut in this picture, I don't know why! AHEM, Please DON'T laugh. =/

xoxo
♡

2010-09-14T11:02:00.000-07:00

Current Facebook status,

是时候该静下来检讨现在的自己和计划更好的生活了。长大了也是时候勇敢的面对压力和残酷的现实生活了。

Grew up.
Day by days, so called reality life do let me realize
I'm not longer a princess who living in thelittlecastle.
No matter how lucky you're, God definitely will arrange a time to Grow You Up and force you to be an Independent person.

Yes, I did tried to run away and escaped all of this shity thing, I hate it!
But no point and I can't because life is hell when we are about to give up. *agree?
No one can escape all of this, just depend the timing, you learn earlier than people then you might success faster. Everyone will facing this in life. No skipping part, So this is what we called LIFE.

我开始讨厌长大这两个字眼了
长大了，需要的多了，该付出的都该更多。
生活变得迷茫，何去何从
生活并没有想象的好，没有想象的简单容易。
社会上的压力处处逼人
残酷的现实让你喘不过气
很想不管，不理，不问，不闻
但是，一旦长大了你根本避不了

最好的就是，
定下自己的目标，鼓励自己,积极面对。

My current target and wishlist for 2010,

1. MacBook Pro
2. Canon S90
3. An oversea travel
4. Saving account got 5 figures!

Some peoples would like to say " such a greedy lit girl. :p "
Yes, maybe I am but who girls don't like PAMPER this word? :D ♥

P/S :
I hate copy cat seriously! Little girl, can you Stop copying anything of me? http://thelittlecastle.blogspot.com is mine. Blog is about my own idea, life and spirit. What's the point you copied me? Or you try to be another Jacquelinebii? No no no! Stop doing this please, little girl. kthxbye!

2010-09-05T09:29:00.000-07:00

THIS IS A SO RANDOM POST.
Hello, yea. I've done my very fuvked up drama exam paper last Monday. Just like what I shouted on my twitter & facebook. " Do not ask me how was my paper, my answer will be " God Bless Me! " =/
Currently, my life is getting so peace and normal. Party? maybe once in awhile. (I'm a young babe but a little bit old to be a party animal. lol )
Picture below, spot me inside a snooker places? Yeap, the boyf is a snooker player, so? I've followed him to there ALWAYS Always always!

#1 Wondering what a girl like me doing over there? I don't know, sitting there and online?

#2 tsktsk tsk!

#3 If the relationship doesn't make you a better person, then you are with the wrong one. " I think I've found my mr.RIGHT. "

#4 B.o.r.i.n.g. S.i.a.l !!

#5 hot temper kid - Golbert

#6 Hj Wong " Don't act cute, pweaseee! "

#8 Booo! This is the boyf lovey personal snooker cue. Honestly, I'm going to break it sooner or later!

#9 So now you gonna sayang me more to save your cue is it?! -.-

#10 Now you know lah. I'm a SO GOOD GIRLFRIEND ♥ =p

#11 Favvy night activity, Shisha with my bunch. Starlight is the places I chill the MOST.

#12

#13

#14 Trust is the skeletal part of the body of love. Remember : "Without trust, love can't stand up!

#15

#16 Dao Xiang, back to India continue his futher study. Goodbye :)

#17 Spot the pimple on my nose? FML MAN. fml . . .

P/S: I'm a girl who lazy to remove make up so the reason why I SELDOM put make up as well. Ahem, don't complain about my pure face.
♥ I don't need your comment.♥ kthxbye. :)

xoxo
♥

2010-09-01T12:04:00.000-07:00

First at all, I want to apologize to my ♥ one. Dear, I'm sorry about I've delay your 21st big day post so long. Forgive your bii, okay? I know you do! teeheeee. :D
So here goes to Mr.D 21st birthday . . .

Title : Desmond Mah's 21st Birthday bash
Date : 31.7.2010 ( Friday )
Venue : Seri Aman Height & Mist Club

#1 The birthday boy and the so big and so sweet birthday card. (:

#2 Yes, the sweet heart card prepared by your truly.

#3 The birthday boy and his friends.

#4 The precious moment, blow cakes time.

#6 72 pieces of cute cupcakes and a chocolate fudge cake from Concorde Hotel, prepared by your truly as well. ♥

#7 so chio is it? ♥

#8 Chong Haw gang.

#9 Group picture but without me!

#10 Because I was the photographer! =/

#11 My jimuis and the birthday boy.

#12 Mah's family but I'm not. In future,maybe? HEHEHE

Pictures below credited by Leslie Khor, Thanks.

Dear.. Happy Birthday to you, here I wish you all the best on your studies and your career! I will be the one who always by your side help you, support you. ♥ Promised*

Sweetie Chole Tan and I.

The photographer - Leslie Khor.

After dressed up took a picture with Mrs.Mah before we heading off to the after party - MIST club. Okay, due to all the pictures taken in the club were really messy, crazy and luin sui so I decided not to post it over here.

But only this ♥

The birthday boy was turning to my baby boy after all the celebration. Sleep tight.

xoxo
♥ ♥ ♥

2010-08-28T11:15:00.000-07:00

First at all, please allow me to say " FUVK MY LIFE! " Yes, If you follow on my twitter nor facebook you should know I'm sick. I'm so so sick. I like almost sick for a week, cough so bad, flu a little bit, sore throat made me no voice, fever made me so inactive, headache made me mad. a BIG BIG SIGH )'=

Another fml case. Like what I mentioned before I still got one paper not yet clear. I've delay my Diploma in advertising graduate and the most fuvked up thing is I'm going to sit this fuvking drama paper on next Monday, mean tmr! Fyi, I got no latest notes and guideline because my college had changed the lecturer. How do I study? I got no idea at all serious shit! Hello, I'm taking ADVERTISING why do i need to study and exam this fuvking shit DRAMA subject? Brainless college is it? by the way I'm NOT drama queen as well! BIG BIG BIG SIGH...

Like what my mother says " you're just too naughty! " Such a sick cat but I still cannot let myself to miss out any activities. Step up 3 is on screen and I watched. My comment for this movie, AWESOME ♥

If you know me in real person, you might know I'm a kiddo who phobia to eat med. Say NO to medicine, TAK NAK! lol. I rather tried finish up a bottle of Pei Pak Kao also don't want to visit doctor but sorry to myself because wasn't work at all. )'=

End up, visited doctor and get force to eat medicine still.

Thanks to the boyf taking care of me SOMETIMEs. teeheeeeee. sanfu sai, love you. Last but not least wish me luck and god bless me for the coming exam. off. (: ♥

2010-08-21T02:16:00.000-07:00

Heading off to Penang with Mr.d and his gang last 2 week. Like finally I managed to have a happy escape from the hectic city. We did have so much fun and full of laughter with the whole journey, enjoyable Yeah! :D Tons of pictures to share, here you go...

#1 Say hi to my accompany - Orange Butch! :))))

#2 Spot it? All of us wore on the seat belt all the way because we got a road bully driver. =.=

#3 So Mr.d was the drive. =x

#4 Rocky is love!

#5 Gosh, We only spent 2 and half hour to arrive Penang from kl. Scary shit right?

#6 Penang such a food town, agree? That's mean diet plan = FAILED!

After dinner time, we back to hotel took a short nap and get prepared off to party night at Penang, MOIS.

#8 My lovey Mr.d

#9 I ♥ You!

Okay, After this time, I don't like Penang clubs seriously. A lot of " seafood kia " inside and I like so wtf, WHY SOME GUYS ARE WEARING SHORT PANTS AND SLIPPER ENTER THE CLUB? Besides, the way they dance is totally freak me out!! *I'm sorry if any readers from Penang, by the way I'm just saying what I experiences.*

#10 HJ

#11 Golbert

#12

#13

#14 Noob kia!

#15 Hello, I'm still standing okay? * wink *

#16 The second day, too bad the sun wasn't be friendly. SO HOT MAN!

#17 Your truly (((:

#18

#19

#20

#21 I guess everyone from Penang also knew this but can you tell me why so many peoples love this CHAR KOAY TEOW? Because I had been waiting for this about ONE HOUR!

#22

#23 Except the big prawns I don't find out any special of this CHAR KOAY TEOW seriously. =.="

#24 If you follow my twitter, I think you should knothe boyf went to Penang is for the working purpose not so called honey moon with me. lol

#25 While waited for the boyf, chilling at starbucks always my only choice!

Fuiiiiiiii, stop here & bye.
x♥x♥

2010-08-20T02:13:00.000-07:00

20.8.2010
The worsest morning ever in my life.
The biggest mistake i did.
3 slaps on my face, 14 bite scars on my hands by myself.
The most stupid thing I did to myself.
The most ugly moment in my life.
But I'm not going to erase this moment in my memory
Yet It will it be unforgetable and a painful reminder for me.
Besides, grew and awake definitely.

Deeply sorry to myself and whoever love me.

2010-08-19T01:14:00.000-07:00

FINALLY, I went to I-city which located in Shah Alam. To be frank I had a little bit disappointed when I arrived there. Maybe I expected too much of it. Somehow, there's not fully complete yet but if you haven't been there yet, just go visit for once at least you know what's I-city (:
Due to raining night, I only managed to take few pictures to show my readers. )':

#3 No matter what situation you in, just do not lost your direction.

#4 You can see all the peoples behind me were carried up umbrella except me!

#7 Because he was the one who carried umbrella for me. tq! :D

#8 Last, you truly - Jacquelinebii ♡

xoxo

2010-08-13T01:27:00.000-07:00

If letting go was that easy, love would be easy and heartbreaks wouldn't exist. Or maybe letting go is not the hardest, not having them around afterward is the one that tortures you.

2010-08-10T00:37:00.000-07:00

A happy relationship is made up of two good forgivers.

体质较弱的我，有你无微不至的照顾。
虽然只是一碗普通到不行的面。
虽然是有一点点的焦了。*ahem ahem*
虽然是有一点点的干。
虽然是有一点点的糊了。
但是，
因为是你这位马少爷鸡手鸭脚的为我而弄让它含有满满的爱与感动。

我们俩的脾气都没很好导致我们经常吵闹的
但是我们都懂这统统都是因为对方的在乎与关心，
从中学习宽恕与体谅就好了。

亲爱的，
你给我的1年4个月的爱与等待，谢谢了。♡