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Speaker
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I'm sorry but I love you forever and ever.





Pencil: I'm sorry
Eraser: For what? You didn't do anything wrong.
Pencil: I'm so
...rry cos you get hurt bcos of me. Whenever I made a mistake, you're always there to erase it. But as you make my mistakes vanish, you lose a part of yourself. You get smaller and smaller each time.
Eraser: That's true. But I don't really mind. You see, I was made to do this. I was made to help you whenever you do something wrong. Even though one day, I know I'll be gone and you'll replace me with a new one, I'm actually happy with my job. So please, stop worrying. I hate seeing you sad. :)



I found this conversation between the pencil and the eraser very inspirational. Parents are like the eraser whereas their children are the pencil. They're always there for their children, cleaning up their mistakes. Sometimes along the way... they get hurt, and become smaller (older, and eventually pass on).

Though their children will eventually find someone new (spouse), but parents are still happy with what they do for their children, and will always hate seeing their precious ones worrying, or sad.

"All my life, I've been the pencil.. And it pains me to see the eraser that is my parents getting smaller and smaller each day.

For I know that one day, all that I'm left with would be eraser shavings and memories of what I used to have..."


This is to all the parents out there...


爸,妈
如果有一天你们读了这文章,
请接受你女儿我的道歉。
对不起,我让你们操心了二十一年,
我真的很庆幸的是你们的女儿。

我爱你们,一辈子的。






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10:07 AM
就当我坚持。


我对你信任,不表示你可以放肆,更不代表你可以利用我的信任来伤害我

她的傷心不是因為你對她撒謊了,而是因為從今以後她再也沒辦法相信你。

吵架,並不會留下任何的輸贏,只會失去了很多本應珍惜的感情。

忍受,宁可直捉着伤自己的刀,我还不愿意放手。

坚持,就这次换我当那个淌着血却不离开的那位。

祈祷,我不会是最后被抛下的那位。



我很爱我们一笑一泪建起的感情。

所以,我很珍惜。

不是我傻,就当我坚持。





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11:49 AM
August ♩ ♪ ♬


I know we are look FAT in this picture but i don't care. I just simply like this I don't know why.

WE are back, actually almost a month, I'm too lazy to blog. HAHA! Holiday in Melbourne was good, cold weather i love it but my body is too weak so I get sick during the holiday. =< I met many new faces, drunk everyday and night, eat a lot of good foods, shopping a little bit and snap tons of pictures! Conclusion, I had a great holiday in melbourne and Auburn family. We live together for 12 days, take care each others and having fun all the time. Young life, Let's crazy enjoy it! well, Pictures uploaded in my facebook, you could check it out here :))
Almost a month never update blog, so busy? Actually, not really so busy but because had took a short time managed myself to get back on the track ( holiday made me so lazy! :p )



Loves




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7:16 AM
Р Ȇ Å Ç è ♡̷



I'm proud to say " I am Malaysian " If you are Malaysian or you read the latest international news you should know something about my dear country, Malaysia. Ya, there was a rally in my country called # Bersih = Clear I love my country, Yes. I do. But I do not like the government here, I dare to say this too. Because I hate racial discrimination. Honestly, I'm so sick of it because it bring us too much unfair treatment. Once, I log in my FB and Twitter I can't take my eyes off to those news about 9/7/2011 Berish. It's touched me, I did tears for our country. a rally that request for human rights and a fair election, we did this because we love this country, we want it improve and a peaceful environment. that all. WE NEVER WANT TO FIGHT OR WAR.

My fb status : " I feel so sad that we don't feel safe in this country. The people who scare us the most are the ones who are supposed to protect us. #bersih
"

T_T



I'm just simply love to curly my hair although I know its look older. :b


Or you still prefer my long straight hair?


Or a cute little bun?


Crazy in love with pedicure lately,

I done this 2 months ago, a little bit like Indian style but I do like the blink*


kiss goodbye.

and now is time to do a new one


The left pinky pinky toe is darling KarenKho. and the right one is mine!
I called this as 乳豹!
HAHAHAHAH



goodnight, counting down 3 days for the Melbourne's trip
Happy holiday for me, okie?




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11:40 AM
typical pisces ♓



I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you. I do not like to wear on a mask, do not like to fake myself and i'm not expert to act in drama life that's why I called myself LOSER


我就是我、如果受不了、就别走进我的世界。我不温柔、我脾气不好、 我容易生气、我容易吃醋、我容易心痛、我敏感 我容易胡思乱想、我很任性、我生气时不想说话、我开心了会一直傻笑、我受委屈会放在心里、我在乎了就想被你知道、我 喜欢在伤心的时候听伤心的歌、我喜欢在开心的时候和在乎的人分享。我爱你,很简单。



Last, my very first tiffany & co on my hand.



•☀°♡◦∙°¨•♥•¨°∙◦♡°☀•




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6:23 AM
Half year gone. ✿

Time flies fast, Is last day of the month June. Half a year is gone, July will be a brand new start. Career, due to the current company was so problematic, I did changed back to my old company. Hopefully everything will be alright and smooth, i don't want any so called politic problem again, annoyed indeed. Relationship, If you do read my previous chines post. You should know my relationship was turned on a red light but miracles comes to you when you believe. Yea, we patch up again. Once again, we do appreciated the chance given by each other. Love life always unreasonable and not easy, keep holding on if you still in love. Family, daddy almost retire so I will turn to be the one who bear and support my family financial, its so tough and stress hell i know. I'm just a 21years old girl, sometime i wonder am i strong enough to bear it all? I would like to have someone help me, back me up. But, face the reality girl, you have to. Fight for it, be tougher and stronger. I love my family. Friendship, after I broke off with the boy, I was depressed to the max. But true friends always by my side, I can see YOU and YOU. I truly appreciated you all, be my joker, laughter, listener, hand me up, lend me your shoulder, encourage me, bring me out, stay with me. Touching! loves.




Dye my hair, I . Thanks the buddy Mr.Hoh.


I just simply love to spend my time with her, Qin En.


And the lovely one, i know I'm not alone, I always know i have you all. Thanks darling JiashinLee.


Guru of madness, Sammy! ☺ My best joker!


P/S: I love July because I gonna ✈ to Melbie with



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5:53 AM
一天路过,一天错过,还有一天,好好把握



是我 twitter 的朋友吗?如果你是,大概都知道我的状况吧。
很讽刺的说一句,才刚庆祝了两周年纪念。瞬眼间,我们的故事给烫下了句点。
经过了整半个月的折腾, 开始站起来了。
在这段时间还有以后的日子,朋友,家人...请别嫌我烦,因为我需要你们。
我实在没有以前打不死的坚强,没有以前的潇洒,但还有开朗的勇气。
我不想对任何人解释,我不想对任何人交代,更不想任何人担心。

“ 真正的朋友能读会懂我眼神中的哀伤,而其他人却相信我脸上的微笑。

但是,亲爱的请别拆穿我,让我继续。请让我伪装我自己,让我习以为惯,
我会没事的,终有一天泪会干枯的。
终有一天我会习惯了没有依赖而坚强。
这一点的小伤口它还是随时碰就随时痛,泪也随时流。但是终有一天会愈合。


谢谢,让我们一起走过七百九十四天。









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6:51 AM